Showing posts with label Apartheid. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Apartheid. Show all posts

Monday, 2 July 2012

Mr. Moody’s Mood

BaldOpinion 10
02 July 2012

I wish that I was not going to write this piece. I have to though. The subject matter is painfully close to me, maybe too emotional for me, maybe unnecessarily emotional.  You be the judge.
Nonetheless, the situation I depict is real, sad, but real, particularly as I witness the degradation setting in, the reinforcement, the acceptance… and the decline of the people from whose loins I come.
I no longer live with my disparate people, but I shall never deny who I think I am and where I come from.
The mule is an interesting animal.  It is the offspring of a donkey stallion, a jack, and a horse mare. Hinnies, however, is the opposite in that this breed is the result of a cross between a stallion horse and a donkey jennet. For ease of reference, both are described as mules.
Folklore has it that when asking the mule about its parentage it, the mule, shall refer to the horse and to the donkey only under duress. 
Stereotypes inform norms.  In this instance the norm is accepted.  The donkey is stupid and stubborn.  The horse is elegant and intelligent.  The science people write that the average donkey is more intelligent when compared to the average horse.
Cape Town is a city in South Africa – often mistakenly referred to as the Mother City. 
We were driving, and the talk was on the radio. For good reason I was extra attentive. A diuretic sounding voice told about the need to change the name from Cape Town to //Hui !Gaeb. 
The would be proposed new name has properties reminiscent of a modern day email address, yet, the name seeks to establish what, according to the diuretic speech, is the original name.
That woman was being serious.
The South African, like any other national, is a very interesting person. It is often said how complex the South African political situation is.  I can’t see the complexity, can you?
Here’s my brief interpretation of the history:
The dark-skinned people moved into the country from the North of the continent. Where was the mother city?
The fair-skinned people moved into the country mainly from the North, but via the sea and landed at one of the many capes in South Africa.
Once upon a time, a long, long… long time ago, the fair-skinned people had dark skins and lived in Africa. They left to seek whatever turned them on at the time. The result is that their skins, amongst other features, changed; because of the climate. They developed fair skins, but it took a long time.  Methuselah’s mother was probably not born, let alone pregnant, so long ago it was.  Ooh, but we ignore this because someone must have decided that the latter migration took place too long ago to matter.  I ask again, “How long is long ago?”
Okay, so, the dark-skinned folk arrived from across the land and the fair-skinned people arrived mainly from across the sea.
On arriving the fair-skinned folk met two groups who refer to themselves as Khoikhoi and Khoisan respectively. They were either hunter-gatherers, pastoralists or they were part of a nomadic group, the original farmers.
The fair-skinned people, mainly men, saw these yellow-skinned folk and traded. Over time they also exchanged bad habits, language, sex and religion.
The dark-skinned people came down from the north, across the land.  When they met the yellow skinned Khoi similar relationships to those the Khoi had with the Europeans developed. These relations included a few wars. In fact, a few wars between the Khoikhoi and the Khoisan are also recorded. 
The iconic, Nelson Mandela, is genealogically proven to be of Khoikhoi ancestry.
Over the past four centuries one group always sought to dominate, or rule another; much to the chagrin of the often small in number and therefore less powerful Khoi peoples.
Later, the fair-skinned people also fought with each other.  There were two such wars between mainly the English and the off-spring of the Dutch.  These two separate wars lasted a total of FOUR (4) years, but there were many other warring groups too. 
Due to various liaisons between the dark-skinned, yellow-skinned and fair-skinned people, a community came to be that were neither Khoi, fair-skinned, or dark skinned.  They were the left–over people, the as a result of people, the half breeds, the bastards.  All of this in a fast becoming skin-tone obsessed society where the fair skin was king.  Many groups moved closer to the big City, Cape Town.  Once there, relations between persons originating from South East Asia, Mauritius and Madagascar also influenced the emerging populace who were not strictly defined by culture and religion, but who increasingly became sub-sets of their masters, the fair-skinned persons of European decent.
Labeling continued. The only group who retained their first names were the Muslim slaves.  These people brought their own religion to the Cape, Islam. They originated from the aforesaid countries, countries that included Malaysia, hence the colloquial term referring to slaves from Malaysia, Slams(e), or Cape Malay people.
The urbanised Khoi, the left-over group, traded their identity and took on European names and surnames and mainly strove to emulate those values and the lifestyle which they observed from their masters, the European people. 
It may be near heretic for me to allege that the mule syndrome has from that time affected how this disparate group assesses itself. In my experience, when asked about his European surname the answer would often be about the German, Dutch, or English grandfather, but never about the Khoi, dark-skinned, St Helena, or slave grandmother.  It is known that the European Governments often sent errant officials to Cape Town – as a form of punishment when they were naughty. It stands to reason that these officials were errant in the Cape, far away from their bosses’ gaze.
The labeling never stopped.  The disparate group of left-over / as a result of people needed a name.  Many were embarrassed about their Khoi ancestry.  The Europeans named the Khoikhoi, “Hottentots” and the Khoisan was called “Bushman”.  The dark-skinned groups have their own derogatory name for the Khoi (Batwa, Abatwa – small person). How does “Men of Men” and “True People” compare to small person?
Then Europeans decided that the growing disparate group should be labeled differently. Plurals, mixed and then finally, the Cape Coloured became the preferred label. Fair-skinned people of European ancestry allocated the label, Coloured, and the mainly brown-skinned people accepted this definition. 
Today many of these people refer to themselves by the imposed and derogatory term, Coloured. As a person of mixed parentage I find the label Coloured to be a bastard term. It is a term used to describe those in South Africa who are in excess, as a result of people.  It is a term created by the Verwoerd Administration.  Verwoerd was the creator of apartheid, a social, political and economic system that set out to legitimize superiority amongst people as determined by the colour of their skins, shape of their noses and texture of their hair.  It is this term, “Coloured”, this bastard term that was further legitimized by the Nelson Mandela Administration and the ANC ruling party in South Africa.
South Africa continues to claim that it subscribes to the principle of non-racism. I put it to you, South Africa is more racist today than it was during the Apartheid era. In South Africa I continue to be defined by the colour of my skin. Therefore, my skin tone continues to give me discrimination in South Africa.
Meanwhile, the same practice of labeling dark-skinned groups “kaffirs” and “bantu” was dropped in favour of self-determined names like Zulu, Xhosa, Venda, Ndebele, Shangaan-Tsonga, Sotho and many more.  To use the term “kaffir” in reference to a dark-skinned person is a criminal offense in South Africa.
It is fine, even correct and legitimate to refer to people with no consistent common heritage by the derogatory mongrel term, “Coloured”.  
My view is that those who label themselves Xhosa, Zulu, Indian, Griekwa, Baster and whatever else, they should be free to do so. Those who wish not to be labeled, or who cannot be labeled, because of the disparate nature of who we are, those people should be free to be people, South African people, because we live here. Why make the blood that courses through my veins the curse of my life?
The above is reason too, why Cape Town is Cape Town, viz. it is a geographical description of the town which situate is a land formation alongside the sea described as a cape.
A long while back, whilst visiting, for inspiration (served in a bottle), I met an elderly gentleman.  He introduced himself, “I am James Edwin Moody”.  Mr. Moody was visiting the pub long before I arrived. We slowly played pool, sipped on the inspiration and then sat to enjoy more – others told their spouses of the “book club meeting” they were attending, so the discussions were varied.  Mr. Moody and I, a few others, we sat aside and spoke about that, this, music of course and other world problems that as the evening grew a beard we became more inspired to define.
My name was asked, the genealogy questioned and I answered. 
Said Mr. Moody,   “St Helena, your Mum is St Helenian?”; …he wore a wry smile and gently said “Once I had a girlfriend from that West Coast Island, Saint Helena; they look similar to Indian folk, those people, islanders…”. “Not my mother”, I thought. My mother would be too old for this Moody, but age assessed against an indigenous skin is often deceptive. (At 90, my mother only has a small clutch of grey hairs.)
The discussion roamed from this, to that, the music, always the music, and back to the meaning of being classified “Coloured”; or “so-called Coloured”, said Mr. Moody as he readies to tell about his great grandfather who worked for an English gentleman in Constantia, “up where they grow a fine vine, near Cape Town”. This landlord wore the last name, Moody.  Later the workers each took this name to define where they lived, worked and in some instances, because that person owned them. It is with pride that Mr. Moody’s Dad named him after the English farmer… “You see, that is how I got my name”.
With reference to the Jamie Uys film, The Gods Must Be Crazy, Mr. Moody said, “Today I may look like Dawid Kruiper (http://www.google.co.za/#hl=en&output=search&sclient=psy-ab&q=dawid+kruiper+pictures&oq=dawid+kruiper+pictures&gs_l=hp.3...4349.11362.0.12096.22.22.0.0.0.0.576.6009.3-1j5j6.12.0...0.0.7IMpeDo8Gw8&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=ef3e47e2b0254e7b&biw=1093&bih=521) though my name represents nothing of where I come from. I wonder whether Dawid Kruiper’s name resonates with where he comes from…” I remember the sudden somber turn of that discussion.
 I sat, listening, and the moment clouded me too. I know that change is permanent; that a better tomorrow is not possible if we hanker after a near past - a past that is riddled with dispossession, displacement, robbery, rape, pillaging and so-called philanthropy. What merit is there should Mr. Moody have changed his name to //Xegwi, or if the vexed woman of the radio talk too, changes her name?

“Oh what the hell”, said Mr. Johnson (another of the long time visitors who had joined us earlier),”let’s have another round of inspiration boys - and James, play that piece, the one,…. the one with you, where you sound like a murder of crows being helped along by that most beautiful woman…, what is the piece called?”
 We each had a stab at guessing, but all were wrong.
“Moody’s Mood!” shouted Mr. Ngcukana whilst leaning over to take aim on the pool table.  He had been listening to the discussion all the while, said “If there’s a cloud up above us now, go on and let it rain…” I sensed he too was a tad sad.
Mr. James Moody died in December 2010 – he was 85.

Friday, 23 March 2012

Those who are dead are not dead they live inside my head

BaldOpinion 06

Dedication


For Thelma Elizabeth (89), a native from the Saint Helena island off the west coast of Africa - my mother.  Thelma continues to be concerned about my humility “Boy” she says, “Your writing is too indulgent man”  

…The transistor radio in the fisherman’s bag was concealed by the long protruding Eveready battery. The workers travelling in that third class train carriage must have found comfort in the old, but familiar sound.  Outside, the sound of the train wheels rolling over interrupted tracks, and on the inside the otherwise silence too is pinched by the intrusion sounds from the wheels and even more, that morning, by the tune from the grainy, but familiar sound… of “Smile” coming from the fisherman’s tog-bag.   

“…Smile, though your heart is aching.  Even though it’s breaking…Though, there are clouds in the sky you’ll get by…” [1]

Peter September was then a boy, maybe eight years old, on his way to school. He always had time to dream though. “When I am big I’ll drive a train like this one”. 

The burgundy and grey train wormed slowly along the sea from Muizenberg to Simonstown.  The first smell of salt on the always wind as the train leaves Steenberg Station for Lakeside, then Muizenberg and from there all along the sea edge, past Kalk Bay and Fish Hoek en route to its final destination, Simonstown; also  the Head Quarters for the South African Navy and location of Peter’s school. 

Ringing in Peter’s Head, “I want to drive a train next to the edge of the sea; across a big river, and; through a tunnel in the mountain, and if I cannot drive the train – if I can’t, even when I am big, then I’ll be a Train Conductor and clip the tickets quickly, so that I can look through an open window and see the sea…”.

Job Reservation 

Ten years on and Peter could not become a train driver!  He could be a conductor, yes.  He would wear a brown suit with matching cap. The other conductors; men at the first class end of the train; they wore black suits, white shirts and matching uniform black caps – not as smart as the South African naval officers, those who also travel on the train.   

Women were not conductors, nor were they train drivers…, but they were in the navy; smart, was what they were in those uniforms, elegant and smart…, swans that is what they are called, swans.  

“… If you smile through your fears and sorrow…” 

… Certain parents tell their children “Finish your studies. Go overseas… find a job there.  The colour of your skin is not right for you to find a job in South Africa…”   

The young adult is often away for a year; next it is two years, and soon six years will have passed. Back home the father tires from listening to the mournful shaky tone in the mother’s voice when she repeats the now familiar…, the one always ending in “… Peter September! Will our youngest boy, Robbie, ever come home? …”  “mmm” says Peter, “… he might, but I don’t think that he will stay for long …” Peter then turns, and with that silent faraway expression, clutching the lip of the kitchen sink with his thumbs and index fingers, he gazes over the nothingness that is the windswept neighbourhood; their home, their house, but now the place where they raised their four children – now living in other countries.  

Sydney Bikwani, the Head Boy in Robbie’s Matric year, also, like Robbie, became a Civil Engineer after graduating from The University of Cape Town (UCT). Soon after graduating, cum laude, Sydney was appointed against a position of General Manager. In the Annual Report the construction company, Sydney’s employer, boasted that they employ a dark-skinned person at a very senior level. Sydney was 28 years old.  Sydney was always a brilliant boy though; complete with presence and the gift of charm – a raconteur of note and a natural leader.   

Over the past six years Sydney was General Manager with four different companies - all different industries.  Today, at age 34 Sydney is the Chief Executive of an Investment Company.  

Meanwhile, Robbie wants to come home to where the sun shines differently, to where his earliest memories are rooted.  Instead, his posting is, this time, as Site Engineer to build yet another bridge – this bridge will cross the river Tyne as it slithers with polluted water past Newcastle upon Tyne in the North East of England en route to the North Sea. 

Peter often thinks about his train ambitions; but more about Robbie’s journey and compares it to Sydney’s. Peter is cautious, cautious not to have his silent pain consume him. 

“…Smile and maybe tomorrow you’ll see the sun come shining through for you…” 

A few wines later and on a Saturday afternoon is when Peter speaks softly and gently with Valerie. He says “…One has to be careful because we paralyse ourselves with wonder and wonder can become envy.  You know, I have difficulty forgetting about the past and, even the people who are dead are not really dead, but they live in my head; our children, though gone, they too live in my head; but why is it that I only remember the recent experiences? I remember the old experiences differently and then often only the good parts. For instance, I remember you telling the children to have confidence. You constantly reminded them that confidence is not something that they have, but that they give to themselves – I wonder if they apply your words there in the foreign lands?

“Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever, ever so near

That’s the time you must keep on trying”  

Nonetheless Valerie, time is a good healer. It heals the way we feel. That is why we forget the bad experiences, but we never can forget what those experiences felt like; the bad experiences, I mean.  Like the time when my mother was marched off the beach.  She watched over me while I stole a quick swim.  It was a hot Wednesday afternoon.  I had the Wednesday afternoons off in lieu of my work on Saturday mornings.  That Wednesday we decided on Fish Hoek Beach – there’s a fish shop there too. I remember those men, the one who dragged my mother because of her dark skin from the bench she was not supposed to sit on. I also remember her calling whilst being dragged, “Boy!” she shouted “Don’t swim too far, go back to the beach…” and later she said, “Those men were doing their jobs because they also have families to feed…” - strange how we could buy fish at the beach shop, but could not swim in the sea.

Yes Valerie, amnesia is a funny thing. 

“… How every good is tinged with a measure of bad? Look at our children.  They worked hard at school, achieved at university; they never stop studying, learning and becoming better at what they do.  It is a real pity that they cannot find suitable employment here at home where their skills are needed more. I think that to have a fair skin in South Africa is a curse.  In the past, to have a dark skin in South Africa was also a curse. 

Job reservation is for people with darker skins. In the past job reservation was for people who had fair skins. Why are we not having job reservation for people who have the better ability, the better skill, are more passionate and committed to their work? Instead we obsess about the damn past, correcting the past. Who can correct what was done; who can unsay what was said?”

BBBEE (B³ E²) 

The motive is to redress past imbalances.  The importance of this is widely agreed upon. However, the method applied is warped and onerous. 

Will B³ E² policies remain relevant?  The quick answer:  “yes, in part.” 

Will these policies as applied in South Africa be relevant for businesses to prosper and compete favourably with the rest of the world? The quick answer: “No.” 

There will come a time when Robbie and others like him come home to the air they know.  They will be revered for having persistently grown their experience in chosen industries and professions.  Business requirements in this ever increasing global economy will necessitate that those skilled persons be identified and appointed irrespective of their skin tone – lest we want to lag further behind the rest of the world… 

Whoever shares this view is dreaming. In South Africa we will continue to lower the standards of our education and lower entry requirements will favour dark-skinned people.  Fair-skinned people will have to comply with the higher entry requirements. We will insist that dark-skinned people remain preferred employees – after all, the employment of dark-skinned people in South Africa remains synonymous with equal employment. In the rest of the world equal employment means the employment of people without prejudice. In England there are currently concerns that women are not given sufficient opportunities in the world of work. The British Government will not facilitate this correction by lowering education requirements for women, even if they are forced to bring about correction by legislative means, as is the case in South Africa. No, academic entry levels for women will not be reduced and neither will women be able to secure positions without a demonstrable ability. The same criterion is not applicable in South Africa. Instead, no matter superior skill and ability, it is us who are born with a dark skin who will be classed as the better employee – the so-called equal opportunity candidate. 

When the fruit of this South African discriminatory employment fiasco is realised, then those who have moved from one job to another on the back of their dark skins, but without developing provenance through honing their ability, these people will be rendered less employable.  Talented women and men, like Sydney, will be retired or forced to take jobs less senior than those against which they are currently appointed; but which are more in keeping with their ability and experience.   

Will the reason for B³ E² policies have attained its objective? The short answer here too is, “no”.  

When this is realised then the accusation, “RACISM”, will again be levelled. Apartheid will be blamed; global warming perhaps; Yes, even the extinct toothless ferret of the North Pole could become a likely candidate for blame, but never will we look at ourselves, this dastard policy, and admit to how damn stupid we are to inflict our past at the expense of our future prosperity as a world contributing nation. No, instead we will persist in correcting the past by replacing one form of oppression with another, whilst expecting a different outcome from what those who have done so previously expected, but who have failed embarrassingly - Ben Franklin. Will the Chinese increasingly do in South Africa what they so vigorously are doing in Angola and other African countries? A new scramble for this Africa we call home…perhaps that is what South Africa wants? 

But then, how are we going to restore an expectation of entitlement caused by the form of affirmation herein discussed, and; how do we build a conducive environment for education when teachers are increasingly seen gyrating in the streets, often during teaching time, and at the expense of those whom they have to instil the discipline of learning for?  

“…Smile, what’s the use of crying…you’ll see that life is still worthwhile”

How easy it is to criticise!  In seeking an alternative I fail to see a quick fix.

 “…If you’ll just smile.”


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmw1yYRdDOM
Taken from the silent film, Modern Times, 1936 (Sir Charles Chaplin); sung by Mr Michael Jackson




[1] Interlude – “Smile” by Sir Charles Chaplin. The music as we know it, is composed by John Turner and Geoffrey Parsons